Dinner with a new man
It has been exactly a year since my last post and nearly 2 since I wrote about my dinner with another man - https://www.learningtoliveaga...
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Sudha
Jul 17, 20223 min
Can life get any shittier?!!
Another post after a long silence…. I can’t lie about it. Life is too hectic, stressful and downright shit. I find myself constantly...
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Sudha
Apr 30, 20222 min
A long silence
Went to the village Quiz Night tonight. I was dreading the run up to it but I did it. Every quiz night we've gone together - Paul, me,...
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Sudha
Jan 10, 20224 min
Christmas 2021 and New Year!
Where have the last 2 months gone? In a flurry of tears, laughter, worries and love. They have been the toughest I’ve been through in 2+...
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Sudha
Nov 14, 20212 min
It is not just a photo…..
….It is a lifetime of memories and happiness. This photo was taken in 2018 when we were walking up the Alps on a trip to Montreux for a...
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Sudha
Oct 31, 20213 min
The deep pain that is loneliness
I have just walked into an empty house. A very empty and lonely house. Both the boys are out with friends for Halloween and staying over....
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Sudha
Oct 26, 20214 min
Busy busy busy
This is becoming a habit. Long bouts of not posting anything and then coming with a string of reasons and excuses. Well….the pattern...
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Sudha
Sep 19, 20214 min
Turning 50!
I cannot believe I am 50 years old now. I don’t feel 50 dammit – I still feel 25 in my head!! I knew this day was coming and I had been...
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Sudha
Jul 27, 20212 min
Dinner with another man
I had dinner with a lovely man today. First time since Paul went that I’ve been out with another gentleman. It was a very pleasant...
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Sudha
Jul 25, 20214 min
What do you say to someone who is in hospital and unresponsive?
What do you say to someone who is in hospital and unresponsive? This was the conversation I had today with B whose dad is in hospital....
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Sudha
Jul 11, 20212 min
Gina, my counsellor and my life coach
It has been ages since my last blog post and I have felt all sorts of emotions including guilt for not being active on my blog. I feel...
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Sudha
May 9, 20215 min
Somewhere between struggling and surviving
I’ve lost track of time. Last few weeks are blurring into a summary line of tears, arguments, conversations, chores and constant guilt....
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Sudha
Apr 6, 20212 min
My mad loony friend
How do you describe a friendship that is only about a year old? yet, you feel like you've known this person for many years? I first met...
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Sudha
Apr 5, 20212 min
Feeling like a failure
This last month has been a wake-up call. A wake-up call to put chores aside, to put trying to be the perfect person aside. I’ve been so...
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Sudha
Mar 2, 20215 min
A catalogue of Paul's passions
Ok...I admit it. This is a cheat post. I am aware that I haven't posted for a couple of weeks. The new job is taking all my time. In...
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Sudha
Feb 16, 20212 min
Valentine's Day
I'm actually finding things harder second time around. There's a notion that 1st anniversaries are the hardest and once you get past...
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Sudha
Feb 10, 20212 min
The missing piece; a new milestone
Hi sweetheart, Tomorrow is going to be a big day for me......A really big one. Remember the puzzle I'm putting together now......and the...
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Sudha
Feb 8, 20213 min
The last piece of the puzzle
Well....not as dramatic or as clear-cut as 'the last piece'. But it certainly is a big piece of the puzzle. I love jigsaw puzzles....
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Sudha
Feb 8, 20213 min
Our eldest, my ever-present reality checker
It has been a tough couple of weeks since my last post. Can't quite put a finger on it, but just has been a hard slog. Lots of little...
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Sudha
Jan 25, 20213 min
Our youngest, my rock
I was sat on the sofa this evening after dinner just winding down and staring into space and unbeknownst to me, I was starting to get...
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